entering the Holiday season

We have offcially begun the Holiday season. Our First thanksgiving of the year was on Sunday afternoon then we have 2 more this week. Soon it will be Christmas and then New Years. It's hard to believe that things fly by so fast and alot of the time we are too busy to slow down, sit back and enjoy the time. Instead we decide that Thanksgiving we need to have this huge meal and then talk about what to get everyone for Christmas, when we're going to have Christmas and How much we are going to Spend on each person. We Loose sight of what Thanksgiving is really about. It's about getting together with the ones we love and being THANKFUL for the Things that we have. Then we head into Christmas we get together and all you hear about is how someone didn't get exactly what they wanted or that someone spent too much. But we don't sit back and enjoy instead we complain about everything or we all fight. We don't take a step back and remember the Reason for the Season. That Christmas Day is a symbol a day of celebration. it's the day that the Lord Sent His one and only son to Live on Earth and then to Die for our Sins so that we could live with Him forever. But we don't remember cause we're too busy thinking about everything that we got that day or everything we didn't get.

Entering a New Chapter

My days at Teen Mania has come to a close and now begins the journey of life. At first when I was leaving Teen Mania's Honor Academy I thought I could just hit the ground running..No need to stop and take a break. I learned real fast though that I would need to sit down and figure things out. Coming out of a "bubble" and into the "real world" is hard and its a journey. Not something that you can just jump into and keep going.
Coming home I faced so Many things that I wish I never had to face, things I didn't want to deal with either for that matter. Coming home I had to share a room with not only one sister but two (18 &5) now I have been sharing a room with people all my life but it was never this hard. Also my family was getting ready to move. And I would have to share a room with my sister yet again. Something I was not looking foreword to. Because honestly she was making my life hell.
With that all going on I was starting to doubt hearing the Lord clearly and if He had actually said come home or if that was just something I made up. I was seriously considering leaving and basically running away I was done and hurt.
The Lord Though is so Gracious and Good to me, when I was crying, complaining and doubting the Lord He came through and showed His sovereignty and faithfulness. All over the Psalms it talks about the Lords STEADFAST LOVE and the Lords faithfulness. Here I am doubting and the Lord continues to come through for me.