My days at Teen Mania has come to a close and now begins the journey of life. At first when I was leaving Teen Mania's Honor Academy I thought I could just hit the ground running..No need to stop and take a break. I learned real fast though that I would need to sit down and figure things out. Coming out of a "bubble" and into the "real world" is hard and its a journey. Not something that you can just jump into and keep going.
Coming home I faced so Many things that I wish I never had to face, things I didn't want to deal with either for that matter. Coming home I had to share a room with not only one sister but two (18 &5) now I have been sharing a room with people all my life but it was never this hard. Also my family was getting ready to move. And I would have to share a room with my sister yet again. Something I was not looking foreword to. Because honestly she was making my life hell.
With that all going on I was starting to doubt hearing the Lord clearly and if He had actually said come home or if that was just something I made up. I was seriously considering leaving and basically running away I was done and hurt.
The Lord Though is so Gracious and Good to me, when I was crying, complaining and doubting the Lord He came through and showed His sovereignty and faithfulness. All over the Psalms it talks about the Lords STEADFAST LOVE and the Lords faithfulness. Here I am doubting and the Lord continues to come through for me.
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